musings

so im sitting here thinking about life and death and whats in between................i have always appreciated the pathway in between, heres where the magic dwells and where ------butterflies are----the butterfly ghosts---past present and future-------and the source that we pull from--when we need to find those hidden* pieces of the puzzles----

the steps we try to circumvent--supercede--so that we might ascend to the next level---while still incarnate---

its not just the sages--the magickal practitioners--the freemasons--wiccans, monks that wrote the most compelling---most profound truths--in puzzles--archaic --- ancient--languages--mixing trains od thought--prophesies--and magickal systems till no one could decipher it all----

i do have an idea though, that one day we will be able to translate a lot of the natural magick, that we have within--those certain gifts that are natural and unnatural at the same time.........its not about eye of newt and foot of frog---cursing livestock---or causing weather changes anymore----we have ascended since then----there are manmade solutions for those things that troubled us---

chemicals you mix in with clouds--cause rain---rational explanations for diseases and cures--(that are becoming more natural-*holistic-back to the basics as time goes on)

and now we seem to be reaching much farther---trying to grasp intransient energies and real cosmic-universal truth---and draw them down to earth---

i notice spiritual type healing--which does exactly this when done and practiced correctly--not just heals the tired aching body---but the spirit as well---

as i have said in the past--it's a very interesting time to be alive....

namaste

alane

happy new year

ok so the new year is almost here---this year i feel him punding a drum and ringing liberty bells......there is always so much to be thankful for--because the previous year often sets the standard--and it's really up to you to surpass it by heavy leaps and bounds-----

materialistically speaking we all expect to do well and set new ever greater goals for 2008, --however as i wish every year--i wish for peace on the earth--tolerance--empathy--and that we finally catch up in maturity levels--what our sophistication has brought us......

we can clone sheep--(and other things as well)---but we have no national health care system-----we have some of the greatest spiritual leaders alive on the earth and yet , they are not being listened to or incorporated as a needed part of the negotiations for peace in the middle east---

we have the highest obesity level per capita here in america -and yet the people of third world countries--esp children go to sleep hungry every night-----

re-tooling, thats what i call restructuring----doing all of our parts to make the world a more tolerable place to live----

namaste



alane@

musing

so anyways, --its an interesting fact, that the small seemingly inconsequential things in life--sometimes can hold the greatest meanings--i happen to agree and appreciate the dialectic style of discourse and teaching---as you can learn sometimes, just as much from questions--as you can the answers-----



i dont agree with all the scientific scary movies and documenteries seemingly endlessly on parade as of late--chk A&E or the discovery channel lately, nothing but themes on global warming and the catastrophic decline of our planet earth because of the *pollution and over population ect ect ect----wait a minute this sounds familiar--except it was in the 60's and the hippies were claiming nuclear holocaust by the 70's-----

i suppose every decade must have the apocolypse mongerers--(heh heh, i said mongerer..)i mean if you explore this thread to its logical course--there have been end of days theorists expounding and *pushing every end of the world scenario-- since the beginning of civilization--since before recorded time--and old mother earth--keeps right on chugging along....

as she will---sure the earth is warmer--10 years from now the climate will change again--more to natural* climactic change--then any other source--dont get me wrong, man/woman kind have to learn to be more intelligent and empathic in dealing with our mother --earth

alane

ok, so--i have always been attracted to the martial arts--perhaps it has a little to do with past life--(in this way, i believe i have always been a bit of a loner--a shaman--a warrior--)---i feel these as particles of truth, somewhere in past memmory...................yes i believe you can feel truth--same way you can feel deception--rolled out and filed through the filters of concious and subconcious----

perhaps the attraction also stems in part through genetics--my dad was an 8th degree--black belt--i have always had a love affair with japan--its culture--the people---the fact that japan is also a high energy place--and attracts old souls there as well..........

i expect to start a spiritual shop there one day--hopefully soon....

yes---well, when i was 8--my parents bought a house in ewa-beach, and i asked my parents if i could take karate lessons---my mom said no-she thought they were for boys, and being a girl--i'd get hurt or nobody would ask my to a prom or something--(ok back when dinasaurs roamed thats what parents thought ok?)

anyways, my dad sensed my need for this and made my mom a promise--if i took a year of hula classes--(ugh-we performed at pearl-ridge every sunday--and most holidays--)i have nothing against the art of hula, very spiritual and powerful--however, those costumes were kind of garish and i wasnt the most graceful kid in a ti-leaf skirt..................

anyways--i got my kempo-karate lessons-which i loved--even the bruises large and prominent all over--we learned kata--weaponry--and sparred on a frequent basis--(i loved it)--sensei john was great---we would spar with other clubs around the island--we would practice at ilima intermediate cafeteria----over sensei rolands back yard---or tenny gym in ewa---

and later, i realized--i learned control--breathing techniques--psychological endurance--and the warrior mind-set----so integrated --those needed disciplines, -------

well worth the bruises outside----martial arts helped to fortify me internally

i guess my dad knew it---i know my angels did......

namaste



alane

poem

Throughout countless lifetimes

evolving----ascension and transmigration

Star dusted souls

like angels dancing, heavenward

light energies....and essences

drifting downward

imparted like gifts

to the natural channels------incarnates

on the physical plane



ACole@